bleakness

I was reading my blog entries today, and it was like diving into a quagmire of darkness & depression. Get a grip on urself, gurl! Smile smile smile smile. There’s a lot more to feel blessed about. No use running after impossible rainbows at the moment. Patience and time ought to be my ally, not my greatest enemy. Yet, I won’t want to end up a retiree looking back at my life and thinking – why didn’t I take more risks? My self-confidence is at an all-time low, so what happened? Maybe I was comparing myself to impossible rainbows.