Losing it

29.06.2010
Posted in misc

Right, I have been waking up mysteriously at 7.30am everyday of late (other than on those days when I need to rise at 6.30am T.T ). The internal alarm clock is extremely punctual… eventhough I have the luxury to sleep till 8.15am! As my dark eye circles expand and my patience shrinks, temper gets the better of me. There are even times when my body aches drive me insane! Oh, and the headaches too…

I am now in my thirties, when women will look older and less attractive. That’s alright, I’m ready for that, but somehow they neglected to mention that the old engine starts to give out too! *urgh* Last saturday I looked in horror at my reflection in the mirror. That tired droopy girl with haunted eyes can’t be me! But it was… a pale, sleep-deprived, pain-filled shadow of myself. An accumulation over the years of too much stress, too much coffee and too much hard-living has all come back to me at thirty with a vengeance.

Cheers to the good life. Wherever you are.

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  • http://alwizhyper.blogspot.com jesc

    i have to agree with the internal alarm clock that is always punctual. once i remembered that i was supposed to be sleeping in cause i was up the entire night completing my masters, i would just wake up after 5 hours of sleep. at times, less…it was frustrating.

    remember the stuff which i tweeted? us women have so many things to maintain!! hoping our dark circles wouldnt be so obvious, hoping that our tired eyes doesnt look so ghastly and stuffs. you know the works. soon we will be battling with wrinkles and then our energy burns out faster where we can’t stay up too late anymore like we used too and bla bla bla.

    but all in all, lets just enjoy life while we still can!! :D

  • http://alwizhyper.blogspot.com jesc

    i have to agree with the internal alarm clock that is always punctual. once i remembered that i was supposed to be sleeping in cause i was up the entire night completing my masters, i would just wake up after 5 hours of sleep. at times, less…it was frustrating.

    remember the stuff which i tweeted? us women have so many things to maintain!! hoping our dark circles wouldnt be so obvious, hoping that our tired eyes doesnt look so ghastly and stuffs. you know the works. soon we will be battling with wrinkles and then our energy burns out faster where we can’t stay up too late anymore like we used too and bla bla bla.

    but all in all, lets just enjoy life while we still can!! :D